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Now that I am no longer pregnant, and (ye gods of birth control willing) will never be pregnant again, I have to get my body back.

Bellydance at home, spinning classes and yoga at the gym, and EAT RIGHT (just as soon as the holidays are over)…

…and run 3X a week–and I HATE to run

I feel fat. It would be one thing to just be fat–at least according to the Navy’s standards–but be in shape and not feel fat. But I actually feel fat. I don’t want to go shopping for new clothes because I don’t want to see what size I wear. I just want my body back. I want to feel normal in my own skin again. I want to feel healthy, and like I could run a mile without feeling like crap afterwards.

Is that too much to ask?

I don’t know if this is depressing or inspiring, but the goal is to look as much as possible (considering my body type) like her as possible:

Rachel Brice

Rachel Brice